Devious Journal Entry

Okay, im just gonna take a minute here to be a little emo about myself..

Heres the thing about me- I CANT FUCKING DRAW WORTH A SHIT. I hate myself and I hate my drawing style. It sucks dick, I have horrible anatomy skills and everything looks like it was drawn by a 2 year-old in my eyes. I hate how I get my lines too thick or how they are crooked or not steadily drawn.

I hate how my mind cant get colours to blend together like how I want it to be.

I hate my sketching style.

I hate how I can never come up with good ideas.

I hate how I can never finish any ideas that I think are good.

I hate how steady my hand is.

I hate how unoriginal I am.

I hate how I have to copy other peoples ideas so i can come up with an idea.

I just fucking hate myself.